DAY AFTER XMAS

HAPPY HOLIDAYS
things haven't went well fell Fri before Xmas burned my right hand bad and my belly wood stoves can be tough on skin. thank g-d i got good Friends . its been snowing here for two weeks todays hi was 33 going to be 9 in the morning. ice every where lots of roll over on the intersate near us I40.
Charile still in Korea seem to be ok just cooked for 30 peple still teaching English to 5&6 year old

My Ghosts

It started a week ago. I was having nightmare's that i thought it was a combination of meds as Doc changed them again. I have had these off and on for ever it seems 20 years ago it was spiders from the ceiling. then a Moses figure that forsee the future . these didnt last long so i never worried about it. Whats happin now is intence havnt slept much. I have become irritable snippy at my Friends.
They started trying to get in the house by ratting the windows they were men and boys who weren't worried if i saw them i would wake up staring at the wall a picture a lamp and they were gone i would lie waiting to catch them but they would not show till i dose off to slept then Thoth were .i laugh them off for days then one night this week i hadn't shut the door tight they got in. That nite i woke to a figure over my bed it was a old black man and he was laughing at me smile in grin i jump up turn the light on he was gone the house was a blue color and cold that went throug my body shivering i went through the house found the front door wide open. well it looks like now i have 5 ghost in the house and two animals a two headed goat its black and white and a bigfoot whose about 7 ft tall.

for two nite this week they have keep me up all night there are two men a old black man and a young punk rocker with lots of face perecin in the nose lips ears eye brows he is in to cutting himself . he bent over my body on the bed stuck out his tongue and took the scissors and split his tongue like a snake with the blood splattering all over my body .he grinned at me looking for a reaction but he got nothing from me i reach over to the end table grab my Makarov 9mm hit the light and he was gone no blood just a scissors laying on the bed. i went to dr next morning worried about my reaction the nite before he reassuried me it wasnt the meds that were doing it. i went home and though t about how ill handle it the next nite, ill make sure that am really a wake ill not use the gun . ill have a camera ready. the next nite a Wednesday i was going to figure this out one way or another. as i got ready for bed a ca;m came over me a thought came to me that if i am not hallucinating then they must be ghosts. as i went to sleep having played spider solitary on the computer till i couldn't keep my eyes open i was a slept for less than 10 minutes when i hear xmas chorale's from the living room a great feat since am deaf in my left ear right ear uses a hearing aid and it was tuck away on the computer. i look out the bedroom door left a jar for my kittys to come and go . i see my trophy's four of them in a row sign deck the halls just like Disneyland's bear jamboree in California iam spell bound they were so life like mouths moving head bobbin antlers shaking they are bein led buy the bigfoot with baton in his hand and the biggest smile on his face. then as i reach the door gone the animals on the wall frozen in time just as they been fur decades.
back in bed wondering over in my mind what i had seen and not sure if am not going crazy.there a dream that old timer say that all the animals they have killed over their life time come back to haunt them. is it true? i dosed off again then wake up to see three women stare at me the tall one looks like the mother about 40 dirty blond hair wrinked face wearin clothes from thy 1830 or so the middle one about 19 blond hair soft and sliky a hour glass figure the last one a young girl about 13 with long dark black hair she wouldn't look at me seem shy,as i sat up they were gone. after hour of waiting for them to return i fell in a light sleep to the choir of xmas song that i just can make out so soft.
i am starting not to fear them but have a desire to talk to them to try and find out why me...
last nite wanting only to try and understand what they want from me i looked forward to their return. and they did the guys did big sand painting on my wall that started lovey but turn ugly i could feel they were trying to scare me but i fought it finally screamed out then\m to go and they did puff gone i got up and used the bathroom shut the door as i left. i have found that the less light there is the more they come out.after about a hour i notice the bath room door moving it a sliding section door it was moving rapidly then it dawned on me they couldn't open or go through a door or wall. back in bed my kitty don't react to any of this strange if any shows up at home they run and hide but no reaction to my ghost.
they have been non threanting all nite then i saw them packing what looks like duffel bags then i hear a horn out front i got out of bed went to front door out front on the road is a 1940 style bus rounder on both ends painted a dark color and with a blueish light around it. then i see them the ghost waving good bye head out to the bus like that their gone but the xmas choir still singin .
i slept like a bay the rest of the nite

friday dec 12

got most of the work on al&joan home done got ok for electric, building oked just need to retrofit windows in bedroom to larger size. not sure what eles needs to be done. havent heard from son in a while cant call him on his cell something to do with internatioal call on cell his or mine? been cooler in the 20s at nite with snow coming next week
had to put in a 40 foot culvert at the gate put in 20 feet and water truck could not make the turn yes we have to haul water out here .

december here

wow been busy for me a friend two lots down is building a house been helping out. boy sure glad i built when i did it sooo expenive. instead of a plain septic sysem the had to put in a water treatment plant cost about 45 thousand dollars compared to my 6 . electric hook up was free now about 5 thousand dollars. their house is beautifully 2500 sq feet . son still in korea always thinking about the next place to go.